Month of Ramadan 06

This is the first year probably in my 30 years of life that I am fasting. I used to fast before but only like once or twice, this year since I quit smoking and switched to cigars once in a week, I am able to fast. I am however frustrated like always, trying to relax and calm down but I am not really that happy. Why? Maybe the underlying unresolved issues that I have to live everyday and I cannot control or do anything to fix. This summer we went to NewYork city, then we went one day trip to Chicago, we also visited Marquette, The job situtation, the ugly relative situation, the frustrating wife teasers. I guess the problem is with me, I just dont know how to be happy. I dont like anything. Story of my life, miserable all the time. What a pity !!